Monday, August 14, 2006

Some times you want things to look different and feel different. You don't want the day to start the way it normally does. You dont want the maid knocking on the door to let her in when you are sleeping peacefully and probably dreaming of the nice guy u saw the other day or about the gorgeos pair of jeans you want to buy.
It's not that one is trying to get away from the daily grind. Some may even call it being an escapist. I beg to differ. It is just that you think may be it could be different not because you want to run away from it but because having something different in life to experience, something unusual...it's not a bad idea....it's always welcome.
so just bring it...ya that's to what ppl call god....yes god u...just bring it. am here waiting all alone, waiting for u to show me ur powers...the 'power' to cure, the power to heal.....the power which ppl say u can turn things around....coz i want them to be turned around...
i am sick n tired of the things am expected to do....time n again...it is being put into ur head...dont do that...dont do this...think of ur family, ur sisters, ur relatives......
am tired and i give up......
so i challenge u...GOD.....to bring something new to my life. i dont know what u gona do to me....challenge me in any way u want...make it good or make it bad .....i don't know...am just waiting....n waiting....
may be someday i will meet u if at all u exist....then may be we will go to barista for a cup of coffee or may be i will take u for a dosa to sagar ratna...coz i really like the dosa they make u know. may be then i will ask of a couple of questions...questions i dont have answers to or may be havent accepted the facts right in front of me!!! lets see...kya hota hai...

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